Earlier today – well only about an hour ago – I was depressed beyond imagination again. But this time it was really odd and almost scary – I was so depressed, but I was sitting there thinking “This isn’t so bad. I don’t have to be happy. I’m not super happy, but I’m also not crying and in a horrible mood – just more blah. I could live an entire life ‘blah’ like this”
Yes, honestly, I really was thinking that. And I have no idea why. Soon as I caught myself thinking like that – I decided I needed to go take a nice hot bath and listen to some conference talks to get me out of this horrible situation.
I listened to this talk by Elder Scott. It was just what I needed – I had some new insights, but mostly just refreshing reminders of my potential.
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